no time to stop and smell the flowers

Oh boy ,was this past fornight a gruesome nightmare???!I just stood and stared @ d dead fish n couldn do anything....................the scene keeps playing over and over again.

today heralds the end of all my internals which was not so bad an attempt at perfection keeping in view my limited efforts...the crowd just went gaga over the dept fest and my simulation of cricketing legend tendulkars batting was like a mirage to our "runs parched" team but after seeing my amateur bowling my peers were definitely hoping for a miracle!.....all in all an eventful week !!!!!sitting in front of my comp and hitting at the keys and putting into concrete words ,the ongoing thought process in my brain has made me awaken to the reality that i was not in tune with myself and definitely disoriented, i was automated to perform,brainwashed to deliver an impact.After quite some gap of time i was able to deliver a debate--which no doubt drained me but was one of my attempts tht kept me satisfied.But one thing i really realised abt was how to keep in tune with myself.The path i hope to chalk out is still in its embryonic stages but i definitely will come out with an ingenious n profitable way!!
Au reviour,untill i post next
rupa